Sometimes I think explaining to others your actions is a very troublesome thing. The saying “actions speak a thousand words”, which I had always believed in, has been proven wrong. It should be “words speak a minute action”.

My mum tells me that when people ask me why I do this and that, which happens to be her favourite question, I should not just ignore his/her (which I usually do). I bet I drive people crazy when I do that. I always thought they would be able to understand what I’m doing my observing since I’m no good with words. I’m pretty sure I would confuse people when I start explaining.

I also find an irrational sense of embarrassment when I explain. I don’t like revealing facts such as my preferences in things because most of the time I don’t have any. I become subconsciously wary when people start asking me questions about my personal life. I’m lucky I’m not a celebrity. If not a private person like me will never survive.